Happy Full Moon!!! This month and new year, we have the Full Moon fall in the sign of Cancer. And it’s potent!
Yesterday I felt an inner agitation, emotional, and weepy. It felt like I was sitting in a classroom having to listen to nails scratching on the chalk board, I was buzzing with agitation and the urge to run. Things are coming up so they can be fully released. As I laid in bed last night I just allowed myself to see that this emotional energy is a gift, a message from my soul and from Source guiding me along my path. I seen it like a bag full of information to sit with and guide me in my life regarding certain circumstances and even as big as my life purpose. All I had to do was sit with it and feel it. Today I feel much better, full of optimism and excitement at the changes that lie ahead, all just cause I sorted through the bag and listened to the emotional gifts.
I menstruate with the full moon so the emotional intensity is generally quite high during these times for me. I peak emotionally with the full moon, that’s when the emotional and intuitive information comes forth brightly, and at full force as the moon shines bright in the sky. Throw in a Full Moon in Cancer, a water sign and you can understand my emotional intensity and the loads of wisdom trying to come through and guide me. With the New Moon starting in last year’s term, this full moon feels like we are dealing with and wrapping up the emotional cargo of last year.
I was guided to pull two tarot cards for this Full Moon and the first was a water card, an emotional card with the #5 called Emotional Loss. Fitting…just fitting! It speaks to honoring our losses, perhaps of the last year or the past four year cycle in general. It’s easy to stuff down, ignore, or rationalize our losses and believe we are done with them but it’s also important to take time and grieve, feel, release and allow ourselves to fully let go of all the different depths of these emotions. Like really absorb their gifts and then let go. I went through something life changing, even shattering, completing altering my life course just over four years ago and for a long time my life was chaos and in survival mode, just getting through all the change. And last year I got to sit and settle and allow myself to root for the first time in five years.
This year is now about action, about starting the new…new life, new phase, new cycle. That means many new beginnings and experiences. It’s like we are at the crux of the old and the new and we simply need to sit and reflect, feel and absorb all we went through and then release. And in doing so, you allow room for the new energies, new beginnings to move in and begin to take shape.
The second card that came up was a major card called Truth or in a traditional tarot deck called Judgement.. It speaks to a spiritual awakening, a revelation of truth. I feel if we allow our selves to feel our emotional losses, feel the gratitude, blessings and wisdom of the dark moments we’ve experienced, we will be lead to the Truth, that’s truth with a capital T. We have learned and gained wisdom from the depths of our losses, and dare I say that they had great purpose to them. The Truth card speaks to a significant change with this realization as well, that indeed a significant change must be made in some aspects of our life with our new found wisdom. So go ahead, reflect on the endings and losses from last year or even four year cycle with this writing ritual.
FULL MOON RITUAL:
If you can wait until the dark night sky and allow the Moon to shine her bright beams. Start with lighting a candle. Maybe you want to smudge or simply light an incense. Get your self a nice cup of tea, your journal, paper and a pen. Sit at your altar if you have one or close by and take in three deep breaths.
Allow yourself to imagine the losses of the past year or the past four year cycle transforming into a person, a being, you are sitting with and having a conversation. Take out your pen and paper and just let your hand flow, no thinking about anything and just let the losses speak to you as a person sitting right next to you. What do they have to say to you? Why did they came into your life? What were the gifts of their presence? Then say back on paper, what you need to say to this presence as well. Get everything off your chest. Then list and voice out loud what you are grateful for from the losses. What new things, gifts, or aspects came about through them? For me I found a confidence and strength in me I could not have known. I came closer and closer to Spirit. I found true love. etc. etc. When it feels complete to you imagine saying good-bye to this person of loss and imagine them floating up into the night sky, like a soul moving from the physical world to the spirit world. See them floating and vanishing into new radiant energy, released and transformed into energy that the universe can use for Good. As you sit there feel the beams of Grandmother Moon caressing you, holding you and shining light and love into you, like you were a tea cup filling with water. Absorb the light, feel lit. Enjoy it.
You can release the papers into the wind or burn them if you wish. To wrap up the ritual, blow out your candle and thank yourself, Mother Earth, Grandmother Moon and the Universe for being present.
Some final thoughts…
At this full moon things have come to a point of crisis or change. We feel so rattled, so needing a change and new way of being we must DO something different. We need to take action and shake up the norm.
It feels like a bursting, explosion, eruption of all that was and now we stand there with the shards all around us. There are many directions, many paths. It’s time to plot out our own. It’s time to choose one and begin the trek onward into the new. It’s time for something new. We are no longer locked in one place or stuck carrying all the heavy emotional stuff of the past, we need to decide how we will now move out into the world. What is our purpose? What do we want? How can I try something different to get the cage wheel going in a new direction? What excites me or is pulling my attention? So this full moon, try something different from now til the end of the month. Take a new class, start a new challenge, meet someone new. Just do something different and toss your desire for something new into the wind.
And so it is!
Happy Full Moon.
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